For 18 years, these two definitions clashed in my mind, so I denied being a slave. The impulse to offer myself completely to another person is too overpowering to resist. My first experience with kinky sex happened at As he cut off my air supply, waves of an intense orgasm coursed through my body. I remember the initial, instinctive fight to live, as my body felt on the brink of oxygen-deprivation.
My brother made me a Yahoo chat ID when I was 16 or 17 years old. I used to go to the Science chatrooms because I was preparing for medical entrance tests at the time. And the chatrooms introduced me to a lot of new things. But I had no one to confide in. So I asked people in the chatrooms and discovered an entire world of role-play and fantasy fan-fiction. In his books [female slave or slave-girls] are called Kajiri. There are only male masters and female slaves.
I'm a " switch " with a preference for the dominant. I also identify as a sadomasochist and particularly a sadist. I like the vampire role-play because it's total seductive fantasy.
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